Tuesday, June 09, 2009

and suddenly I am no longer alone

Can you help me understand? Why I fell for you so quickly? There I was, minding my own business, trying to enjoy the day, and you had to come along and turn everything upside down. Can you please explain what did it for me? How I fell in love with you so quickly? Why you scare the shit out of me when I think about us - you and me, together, partners in this fucking thing - and the extent of the potential we have when we're together? The energy that is released from, swirls around like smoke, and combines between us? The passion that exists and the desire to experience more of this world together? Together.

Can you help me to understand how, sometimes, we are so far away from our potential. It's as if we complete the whole spectrum, pendulum swinging, back and forth.

I know that I long to be around you, and that the world is more vibrant when you're near me.

Can you please help me understand? Because I'm just at a loss. You said wanted me to write and so I wrote. You have my heart, it's ridiculous, silly, crazy, irrational, isn't it? But yet, I suppose this is how these things go. Sometimes. If you're lucky. Or cursed, depending on how you look at it.

So now what will you do? What will you do now, after I've professed this to you, after my heart has filled up and spilled over for you, for your energy. I'll take my heart from where it's cradled deep inside, protected, secluded, and a bit bruised, and I'll offer it up for you. Take it, I'll tell you, take it and be good to it. Don't tell me I have anything other than goodness for you. Don't think that I'm not right here next to you, don't feel like you are alone. Because you're not alone. I'm not going anywhere.

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