so here i am worrying about him. Worrying. Look at what I'm doing. One am in the morning and I'm looking up anxiety disorders online, for him. When is this acceptable in a new relationship? When is it understandable? I tell him I love him, and I know I am in love with him. But I think I need to take a step back from this. I think tomorrow would be a good time to take a day to myself, after spending SO much time with him. Too much time. Every night together for, what - a month? So we spend the night apart, and I get to write, to get it out, to myself, if you can believe it. So, good. Distracted by reality. Tiffiny's foster brother making a rukus in the living room. And I just realized this stupid program doesn't have spell check; ah well that's a challenge!! But I digress.
Time. Time with Mark. Is amazing. Two months in, of course it's amazing. But what's really going on? It's getting really intense, and now this issue's come up.
How many seconds, minutes, hours, nights, days, have we spent together so far? So many. It's all been great. And he is great. So I'll try to keep some balance, by taking the day off tomorrow - and maybe wednesday as well. I'll just tell him tomorrow morning; If I still feel this way, I'll just change plans tomorrow morning and I'm sure it won't make a difference. What do I even have to take care of? Here I go, taking a moment to think about things. Well, here's the list:
1) set up autopayments into Parent's account
2) research Mutual fund @ Vanguard
3) excercise
4) research TEFL abroad
it's a full life. Now don't you go getting all worried about anything, you found an amazing guy. You just need to take a personal day.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
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